Even when we were no longer together I still dreamed of you. Finally one of you smiling. You’re always singing. I guess that’s all my mind can compute of you right now. Now you’re long gone meanwhile I’m still unpacking. I do need you, I did. I wish it was easy to hate you or forget you right now. Maybe I’ll dye my hair again just to feel close to that part of my life. Or am I hiding how I feel underneath my hair.